OH MY GOSH!!!
hw much worse can my life get!



my dad is .... going for an operation on Thursday.. Help me pray kay?
haih. first tht nw this. HAIH


i am freaking fishing depressed.
i dunno why. over alot of reasons.

First, yeah over the operation thing.
THT STUPID IDIOTIC GUY THT I REALLY HATE/NOT HATE
and... im not good at anything.
i feel so.... depressed?
okay im being emo right nw.


lets see, i also suck in volleyball.
and piano.
i cant sing to save my life.
and i cant write either.
no, i cant draw.
and i cant freaking do math like chia, or rmbr sej like nir,
WHT CAN I DO?
oh and im NOT tall.



lets see... volleyball today sucked?
the sun was merciless.
it was bloody hot.
i could practically feel my skin drying up.
and the teacher was..
EXTREMELY SADISTIC!
he's sooo discouraging. and intimidating.
double combo.
i dont even feel like playing anymore.
its like?
FUN yeah.
but we dont play/learn volleyball.
WE COLLECT THE DARN BALLS!!
and we dont even get paid.
plus we get darker.
like im not already dark enough.


stupid sun stop smiling.

well, the only fun and less-depressing part was whn we were lying on the grass. LOL.
it felt like me and Suze were on a date.
and they starter making up a song abt him and hw stupid he was.
and CY and Suze started hitting each other trying to make the rhythm.
wht can you say. music freaks.



SIGHH. BIGG SIGHHHHH.