IM HAPPY TODAY!!
WOOH!
im not emo!!
im smiling.




SEE! SMILE!

I LOVE MY DARLINGS!!
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CHEE YERN LI ANN NIRMAL SU ZEN JIN RUI BENEDICT HOCK PIN GERALD & MUM!!


HAH who needs you bastard. TAKE THAT.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?


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I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me



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I need to know where do we go from here
Now that it's all up in the atmosphere
Like I cheated on you with her
Now we're even what happens from here



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We're like a long distance conversation
With a two second delay
Talk a lot but we don't listen
And we got so much to say

And I'm losing myself, and I'm feeling a little
Confused, I need help, I'm outta here so



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A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

do you knw?


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Feeling the moment the slip away
Losing direction i'm losing faith
i'm wishing for someone
Feeling it all begin to slide
Turning to face what you've become
Bury the ashes of someone
Broken by the strain
Trying to fill that space inside


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This doesn't change the way i feel about you or your place in my life.
Cant you see I'm dying here a shot of broken heart that is chased with fear?


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YOU SAID
I don’t wanna face this world alone
Without you by my side
You’re the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you’re not around I’m feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
The moment I saw you
That’s when I knew
I feel it when I’m with you


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you left me hanging from the thread we used to swung together
i've lick my wounds but i never see them getting better

Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me
It's not all in my head


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And she's got everything that I have to live without


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I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday

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I'm moving in reverse
Under your mighty curse
I hate myself for loving you
I turn my head away
But my heart will remain
Till the day I learn you're No Good for me

It's illogical and it's outrageous
The way I let you keep me hanging on
Your character is that contagious
I know I should have thought before I had done
I've gone and let my impulse be my guide
And on that note I'll be defenseless for some time

Well I should know so much better than this
But you've occupied the center of my universe


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cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
Putting my heart back together.


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you have stolen my heart
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears i cried


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You said I was your everything
You said I was the one
You played me and like a radio
You used the love that I had no shame
Put my pain into words
Hold my hand to the flame
Tell me you love me like a star
Tell me you want me wherever you are
Tell me you breathe me till your last breath
LIAR


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it seems like you live a life without me
everything seems to have your time but us
my space in ur heart is closing up
said u would love and protect me
all i have are the words u left me
here i stand with the plans in my head
this cant be the kinda love that you said
dont leave me out here all alone
im losing you now