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Saturday, September 27, 2008
OKAY OKAYYY.
i knw .
i've been abandoning my blog.
BUT its not my fault k.
BUSY STUDYING U KNW.
ahem ahem.
pmr 15 more days.



mygosh.
i cant wait till its OVER.
i told nir.
we're gonna kumpul at the padang,
with all our books,
set a fire and burn them!
like those orang asli dance around the fire! LOL.
tht will be the day.


i wanna go out on tht friday.
MidV .
i can't believe SOME PEOPLE wants to go cc.
*cough cough*


omgsh. nw im worried.
wht if i ....
DONT GET 7As?
i'll die.


& i have NO WILL POWER AT ALL!
im not suppose to be talking to my mum and bro.
BUT no!
i talked to them and only after one day!
GRRRR.


so yesterday we had our 'study group' in hockpin`s house.
LOL. we STUDIED. yeah. mmm hmm. we did .
we studied geo RIGHT?
we nw knw whts bdr muadzam shah for, or do we? :S
SADLY,, hockpin looks cool whn he drums. =/
and he has promised to teach me, yes? =P



GRRRR.
wht phone should i buy?
i already made up my mind tht i was going to buy W580i but thn shiyi bought it.
so thn i wanted w910i. THN steph bought it.
so i decided i was going to buy w660i.
& hockpin bought it! GRRR.
wht should i buy nw? =/

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ohhh... i passed! i freaking passed!
AHAHAHA shocking.
i expected to fail.
the examiner with her sarcasm and all.
i`ve got nice hair according to her
i made aunty guat kim a thank you card and wrote some notes inside
she didnt open it yesterday.
thn today in church she was talking to me and said
mayyi chong! naughty ar ure card!
thn she kissed me!
and said our secret yah!
LOL!.
i love her la.
i wanna piano lessons with her again =(



alright..
im off to study now.
dont laugh.
im serious.
very serious.


Monday, September 22, 2008
MAYBE its best if i moved.
start all over.
things here are js getting worse.

MAYBE its best if i leave.
before its too late.
before it gets any worse.

I dunno wht the problem is nw.
or WHO is the problem.
but there is js a PROBLEM.

& i think its not gonna be good for either of us.
for ANY of us.
hoes over bros right.

MAYBE if i leave
we can salvage whts left.
wht little bits left.

i'd give ANYTHING to stay friends.
& i hate bitching or gossipping abt my friends.
and yet i am.

so i should stop doing whatever it is im doing
and be the old me.
which i cannot find.

i think i need help.
but no im not going to ask u for directions.



THERE I BLOGGED HAPPY?


Wednesday, September 17, 2008
OMGSH!!
my heart is like beating so fast right now.
i just finished watching one tree hill.
it is like..
OMGSH.
no words can describe.
i wouldnt say it is the best episode i've watched.
but still.
it was realllly sad.
wht happened to Q was really unexpected.
and everyone going through his death was well devastated.
i cant explain!
all i can say is GO WATCH IT!!



nathan said some things to brooke about understanding how he felt about
parents who act like kids.
i dunno wht to say i really dunno wht to say


Thursday, September 11, 2008
Camwhoring with the gang is like SOOO fun!
and thts wht we have been doing the past two days.
and nirmal is right ( for like the very first time)
we're like a bunch of devils when hell breaks lose!

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smile!! FASTER TAKE!

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SHIT teacher looking!

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PRETENDD!

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YES! it worked! She still doesnt knw wht we're doing! =P

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Mayyi: EWW? look at ben.
Ben: HEY people! Im ben and im gay.

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me and nir is doing the same pose. and hockpin ruins the view haha.

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Me and Nir same mouth. Ben and Hockpin same hair.


we had war of the worlds js nw. LOL.
fine maybe not war of the world.
war of the legs! LOL.
me, nir, and liann gang banged hockpin.
but damn he keeps stepping on us and we had to plan a strategy
which failed.
by the end of the WAR..
ours shoes are white LOL.

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my partners in crime.

ASSHOLE . LOL.
they played chi ku pak. my business pulak.
Flicked me whn shira lost.
so painful
.

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defending myself! :D

the world-breaking record of funniest moment in mayyi`s life is now held by ter hock pin & his super strength.
doesnt he realise his strength? like ronaldo`s AHEM.
stupid ass.

hockpin: OI! dont kacau me la i wanna do my karangan!
nirmal: i didnt la!
hockpin: somemore say u didnt lo. go and do like this to my pen somemore.
*hockpin demonstrates the thing nirmal did.* *suddenly his pen cracks!*
me and liann: OMGSH! u broke ure pen! LOL!

thn after the whole breaking the pen incident,,
he took out the parts and nirmal named them.
tip of the pen - the pointy thing
the grip - the rubber
the ink - the stick

mayyi: put the rubber at the pointy thing la! LOL!

omgsshh ,, sick minded us i tell u.
another story,,
ben was well, very tired today. (i wonder why)
so he 'sortof slept'
mmm hmmm,,
and when he slept hockpin took the STICK of the dismantled pen,
and stuck it well, at his STICK.
so SICK i tell u!
thn he used GUM the CUM.
goodness me.
they're my friends.

on contrary to tht,
me and nirmal have been talking about next year.
it all started when i explained to her about the reason i wanted to take personality pictures.
and well the reason is cos next year some of the gang might be moving away.
and i dont want that to happen!
i feel really nostalgic or whatever right now cos i really CAN'T live without em.

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first of all,,
and NIRMALPREETKAURGILABABIMONKEYDONKEYASS.
u CANNOT LEAVE JS LIKE THT.
i'll cry, i'll die,
i'll not survive.
who'll remind me to call my mum if i forgot?
who'll nudge me 'not-too-hard' when he's looking?
who'll be the one saying OMGSH! i SO feel the same!
who'll say im going temple tonight?
who'll i share my secret glances with?
OMGSH wanna cry d.
i dont wanna u turning into a lesbo!
ewww eww!
GORIGORI don`t go k?


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&& steph!
omgsh! if u go then who will i give all my books to when i die?
u want my books, yeah?
DONT MOVE.
i DARE you.


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SHAHIRA AQILAH.
if u go to tht MRSM or whatever shitty school right.
then no one will NOT TALK TO HOCKPIN!
if u go then bangga la he.
get his way in everything!
so u cannot go!
if u go thn who want to discipline him next time?



NICHOLAS.
i like the way u say NOOB
its sounds like.
NWEIB.
so if u go u have to record down for me or not i will miss it.


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OMGSH?
chatting with hockpin told him about moving
said he might be moving to melb after his form 5?
OMGSH another missing one frm the family!



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SIGHHHHH.
COUNTDOWN TO PMR - 30 something days .HAHAH
i dont even know! mygosh.
am i dead or WHT.

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PMR coming! Stress. CHEH.

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which reminds me.
piano results? :S


Wednesday, September 10, 2008



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Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally.

Are You Hot?

SEEE! isnt that wht i told you guys all along? =P





Tuesday, September 9, 2008
HAH!! u thought i was gonna stop blogging and disappear all over again didnt u? =P
too bad. cos im back.
&& geography sucked big time.



did the undiddable,


said the unsaidable,


thought the unthinkable,,
but it only worked halfway throughh..



MISERY


im not even making sense haha!
it must be contagiious,,
tht sickness of his.


its temporary merdeka now.
stupid open book test.
freaking lame.


&& ben ngoh is an I D I O T
he keeps reminding EVERY ONE ELSE about the but then thing.
ishishhh.. see if i'll call him again. =P


omgsh . this is soo cooool
they're all 3 lines.
SEE? =)


The real trouble with my sarcasm,
is that half the time when people think
I'm being sarcastic, I'm actually
being quite sincere.

sounds so prema doesnt it?



Put The Big Red Button on your site

CLICK IT!! GO ON! FUN!




this is about a
boy
that i promised myself that i would not waste
another fucking word about.


LOOK HOW THAT TURNED OUT?


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the boy that i vowed never to think about.
never to dream about.
never to...


but if i can even lie to myself,

i must sure as hell be a pretty good

liar.



Some days are better than others.
Some days I barely have time to think about you

And some days I miss you like crazy
And this some days are like everyday.



i'm not going to stress over you anymore. it isn't worth it.
i tried to work something out, but you ignored it. i'm not
trying
to say i don't want you, because i definitely do.
all i'm saying is that i'm done chasing after you.
PLEASE come and get me already.


i keep looking for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind.
but you don`t do you?


I've been lonely tonight. I've been fighting the urge to
text him and tell him that I miss him. I don't want him to
know anymore. I wonder if he even misses me at all.
It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that. But I
just want to be able to see him without it hurting. I don't
want him out of my life forever; I don't want him to me


even when you think your finally over that boy,
you finally think you like someone else,
you start reading quotes,
and it's still that same boy that pops into your head,
not the new one



i was falling apart enough with you around.
now that you're gone,
i don't know what to do with myself.
i hope you're doing well.
i hope you're happy.
but most of all,
i hope that you miss me too.


she's the girl who's always laughing her ass off with her friends.
you walk past her and think,
"wow she must really be over me."
but no, she's not over you.
she wants you, but you never gave her a shot.
she's not faking that smile.
she's happy, but with you? she'd never stop smiling.



I just got off the phone with you, sure, I cried.
But I did what I had to do; I had to say
goodbye.

Everyday people look at me and they see someone strong.
But say his name to me, and you'll find out all that strength is just an illusion.



Forgetting isn't enough. You can paddle away from the memories and think they are gone, but they will keep floating back again and again and again. They circle you like sharks and you are bleeding your fear into the sea. Until, unless something, someone can do more than just cover the wound

you hear me?



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Friday, September 5, 2008
woohooo!
time flies.
so they say.
stupid bloody exam takes forever to finish.


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HAHA the black dots are flies! =/


SOOO....
to kill time this is wht i did.



Introducing the people sitting around me during the test.


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First of all,, the oh-so-famous-but-not-cool ahem ahem Benedict Ngoh!
this dude here is insane i tell you.
worse than me,, imagine THAT.
he thinks he`s cool which he is DEFINITELY not
& shira made a really bad decision when she decided to admit that he looked cute in my glasses.
& dude,, CHEATING PARTNERS FOR LIFE! =)))))



& this is amsyar.



WHOOPS sorryyyy! Wrong picture! =))
THIS is amsyar.

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he`s stares and u and make you laugh.
& yeah has the most hilarious laugh EVER.
he looks like a monkey! HAHAH.
oh and he likes to pull my chair away whn im about to sit .
u better watch ure back. im warning you.
i'll come get ya!
oh & prema ignores him! =)



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yup. he's js trying to be cool.
nothing like that in real life.
LOL.
he`s ALIF the kampung boy!
LOL!. he's the alif who's place i always sit whenever there's no teacher.
this idiot here always tries to make me fall whn i pass his place .
TOO BAD.. i may not be wearing my specs but im not blind either! =P
jahat betul alif ni..



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ZHEHOU the ZEBRA.
dont ask why. i wouldnt knw how to answer you.
Lols.
i have to repeat to him every single freaking time that its NO DEAL!!
he`s like born math genius haha.
but too bad for him cos i beat him in trials
and now he wants pay back.
& he asked me for the answer in math js now.
un-freaking-believable.



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this small little pink dude..
never underestimate him.
he can annoy the heck outtta you.
seriously!!
Kuga never shuts up.
LOL. he'll go on and on.
and apparently his hobby is to throw rubber dust at julian?
wht the hell?


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AND these two.
Mera na Cristiano Ronoldo.
Tera na Ronaldo nai hei.
those two.
hahaha & hockpin is nw hock gassie.
mygosh weird ass people.



i told hockpin
if im a fish i'd be an angelfish.
Lols & i asked him wht he'd be if he was a doggie
and here`s what he said.

__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
and u still havent told me wht doggie u wanna be
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
LOL
- Zarry - says:
erm
- Zarry - says:
lol
- Zarry - says:
dono
- Zarry - says:
u choose for me
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
paria dog thn
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
-.-
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
LOL!
- Zarry - says:
lol
- Zarry - says:
how does it look like ?
- Zarry - says:
cute?
- Zarry - says:
fat?
- Zarry - says:
garang onot?
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
LOL!
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
those yg kau jumpe kat tepi longkang those type la
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
hahah
__.xoxo.__ γου κոоω уоυ Լоνє мє __.xoxo.__ says:
menakutkan


hahaha. idiot. Lols.
im fishiie! he`s doggie.
& his name is paris the paria dog. =)



& idiot is like SO totally my new word right now.
LOL! idiot and gay. casey knws that first hand.
& NO! ure creaminator dream will never come true, sorry to burst ure bubble (mygosh tht sounds so wrong) .


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RECIPE FOR ARSE-CREAM! (read: ar-se-cream. Like those chinese chinese people pronounce ice-cream like that la! Its an arsenal-flavoured ice-cream.)
- Vanilla - cos vanilla ice-cream is like the first ice-cream ever and everyone remembers
vanilla
, dont they?
- Chocolate - cos chocolate ROCKS! and its heavenly.
- Fabregas punya sweat - whts arsenal without fabregas?
- A piece of thread from each players jersey - a dose of every one from the team.
- Some grass - from the field in emirates. i have no clue if its real grass or artificial
- Whipping cream - it sounds sexy LOL
- LOTS AND LOTS OF CHOCOLATE CHIPS. i dont think i have to explain that.

now who`s up for some ice-cream?


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& this is casey`s Manchester United ice-cream
- Vanilla - he copied my idea.
- Red Hot Chilli - cos its red. devil red he said.
- & some minty stuff - cos they're cool. LOL.

but like i said,, my idea is better & no i dont want coupons frm you. =P
NOW who wants some ice-cream?
yup yup. SAY WHT?! LOL!
im high =)

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008




i dont knw why(actually i do knw why) but i was all of a sudden emo in school today.
didnt really felt like talking.
mygosh must be PMS.
so freaking annoying.
and i ignored nir li ann & the rest of the gang for a bit.
IM SO SORRRY GUYS.
and well poor hockpin i sort of pushed/ignore/grunted? at him whn he asked if i was staying back.
sorrry bastard. Lols.




i knw its not fair im being all moody with u guys but i really cant help it.
argh it really sucks being all depressed and shit.
poor table.
has really endured much today.






i only got 43 for paper one.
tht sucks
and stupid i cannot believe hockpin got 50.
stupid -.- and ben tooo.
idiots i tell u .





some ppl js have no idea.



okay i shall not be emo.
but i feeel emo.
ARGH.
stupidddd. nothing to blog anymore.







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yesterday extra class was damn funny.
hockpin's cheek cell are made of ovum.
LOL.
the conversation was really funny.

MAYYI: See! I told you! Its ovum! Dont believe. Your cheek there got ovum la issit.
HOCKPIN: HAHA. Its cheeek cell la!.
MAYYI and SHIRA: OMG you so stupid la! Thought ur very experienced in 'these' things.
Thought u would have known better.
HOCKPIN: You got ovum what! You check la!
SHIRA: You check la!
HOCKPIN: =O!! Yer i ask you to check you ask me to check ! YOU want ME to check for
YOU
ar?!
SHIRA: Stupid ask me stupid question. Since ur so EXPERIENCED go ask your sperm la! I'm
sure your sperm has met an ovum before.
HOCKPIN: =O!! *he was stunned*



hmmm , tell me. fish, internal or external fertillisation? oh and penguin too.





you knw the thingy at the snail's head.
LOL.
well, hockpin says its the antenna! LOL.
and thn shira went its the eye la!
you are so stupid u nvr watch spongebob?
GARY!!! Its his eyes! They'll go really huge and he'll go miaw. -.-





our gang lame factor has reached its limit and i officially over the top.

the 9 of us now who were once of the same blood, heart, soul (omigosh i can sense where this is heading), yeah well, is now seperated into two. LOL.
and who's fault is it HAR?!
it all began when Lame 1 (Shira) decided to NOT talk to Lame 2 (Hock Pin) for god knows what and how many reasons. LOL.
thn L1 stole L2's pencil box (oh which reminds me, pensil, or pensel?) .
& L2 needed it for his exam so decided to finally have some balls guts to stand up for himself and get his pencil box back. BUT clearly he failed.
So Lame 3 (Nirmal) who has had a change of hearts helped L2 by asking L1 for a pencil.
Thn she gave it to L2 who was not suppose to use it (or at least not SEEN to use it).
& she told Lame 4 (ME!) to not tell L1.
but didum didum. long story short,
L1 found out. NOT about me tho!
So she decided to not talk to them.
It was really lame really.



omg! tht is so hockpin!


Everytime Hockpin says something funny,
she'll go NOT FUNNY ALSO.
then cover her face and burst out laughing.
and after regaining her composure
look him in the eyes cehhhh,,
and said ure jokes are not funny.
LAME NESS I TELL U.
i think we'll never grow up!


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after school,, li ann and steph came over.
we were hanging out [NOT THAT HANG] in my room.
they starter reading cleo and seventeen.
and steph was such a babe.
she cleaned my wardrobe. LOL!.
oh and li ann too!
she sew my badge!! LOL.



which made me realise that,,
im going to marry some one tht can:
❤COOK! unless have insurance you shouldnt ever EVER let me enter the kitchen. thn i'll really
be HELL's Kitchen.
❤DO THE LAUNDRY. you shuold see the clothes piling up in my room.
❤SEW . liann had to sew my badge ! she did it in like wht? 20 mins? it took me hours to sew
ONE badge and it didnt even turn out right!
❤CLEAN THE HOUSE . or at least one tht can afford to hire me a maid.
❤RICH. clearly.
❤HOT. wht do you think. obviously he must be able to stand beside me and STILL look
godsent!
❤RICH. shopping.
❤ROMANTIC. duh?
❤NON SMOKER. eww eww if you smoke go away. i want to live you knw.



ahhh! here it is! this is the one




ahhhh u get the point.
AND i have JUST the right person in mind, eh nirmal?
remember who was sweeping the floor js now?





OHHHHHHH
and i screwed up my piano exam.
Lols. and i would NOT like to talk about it.
except for the fact tht im NOT GOING TO HAVE AUNTY GUAT KIM ANYMORE!!!
i've going there since im like wht?
6 ? 5?
mygosh! no more MAYYI CHONG!! PRACTICE YOUR SCALES BEFORE I SMACK YOU!!
no more, RUSHING WHERE?!?!? you still have alot of time!
no more, yuck! where did that note come from.
i remember i killed her mozart. or was it beethoven.
HAHA was really funny.
gosh my results.
better pass, dont wanna disappoint her. =/
and BEL!!
no my second piece is freaking 7 lages long! you do NOT want to play it trust me.


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