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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
twisting and turning
OMGSHHHHHHH!! nervous breakdown!

I CANT FREAKING SLEEP!!
this is killing me!
im feeling so jumpy and i got the butterflies LOL.
i wanna scream jump and vandalise something !! :S


was on the phone with chee yern,,
no, its not JUST pmr.
its PMR!


omgshomgshomgshomgshomgshomgsh
wht am i gonna do!


i can actually make a soundtrack of how i feel right now.

first, in the morning i tell myself SO WHAT. thn my optimism started to GET LOW. i keep telling myself that IT DOESNT MATTER, NO (cos i got you XD) . so i distracted myself with shopping and talking to my GIRLFRIENDS. & try to EASE MYSELF. when i was on the QUIETDRIVE back home frm shopping, my mind started to fill with really bad, bad images. so i tell myself, this anxiety has got to stop- IT ENDS TONIGHT. but tht was then. right now, i can't help but feel like MY WORLDS GONNA COME CRASHING DOWN. and what determines it is just some, like it or not, ALPHABETS!. tomorrow morning i knw im going to freak out and wanna turn back, but i DONT WANNA MISS A THING. so i have to JUST STAND UP, HEADSTRONG, & KEEP HOLDING ON till i get the piece of paper that, somehow will determine my future. Right now i just wanna CLOSE MY EYES, and try to LET IT BE. i might even need to be SLEEPING WITH MY LIGHTS ON, just in case.

and tomorrow will be the fox 20th century theme song.



Monday, December 15, 2008

Rules:
*1. Those who get tagged must answer the question about themselves.
*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you(tagger).
*3. Continue this game by sending to other people.(refer to rule No.2).

Time: 12:33am
Name: May Yi
Age/Birthday: 010593. Presents, remember? :P
School: SMK BBSL
Elder sisters: 0
Younger sisters: 0
Elder brothers: 0
Younger brothers: 1 HELL on earthe man.

Favourite liquids[drinks]: caramel cream frap? :D
Favourite consumables[food]: Well, i eat ANYTHING that im NOT suppose to! :S
Favourite place to sleep: on my own bed. or his. :P OH I KNW! next to edward. :D
Flying?: I'd love to !
Swimming/Diving?: Diving!

How much friends in MSN?: lazy to count.
Couple?: Unavailable! :P
Loved ones?: edwardcullenedwardcullenedwardcullen
edwardcullenedwardcullenedwardcullenedwardcullen

Get kicked on the butt: NO, i kick people's butt!
Allergic?: YOU? :P
Gastric?: YES! they hurt! :(

Whole fortune: ALREADY GOT LA! :P edward, love, money, shopping, friends and family. :)
Age of marriage?: LOL? 26? 27?
Children wanted?: 2 one girl one boy :)
Age of death?: HAHA im immortal (vampire, remember?) :P
Animals in house?: chocolate! :D

Longest fingernail ever kept: u might wana ask aunty diane this question. HAHA belle's answer hit jackpot! :P

Wanted birthday present : HAHA you really want me to answer this question? I'll answer it anyways. :P pink lappie, grow tallllllerrrrrrrrr, and slimmer, everything i think of after this.


Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?: A wish whenever i want one. :)

The person you tag:
1. Liann

2. Nirmal

3. CHEEYERN YES YOU!

4. Shira

5. Jia Wei

6. Aaron

7. Jinrui

8. William

9. Carmen

10. I REALLY DONT KNW THT MANY PPL LA! annoying .

What is your name ? ( please give one answer )
Mayyi Cullen :)

What is your nickname ? ( please give one answer )
Mayyi


Three books which you often read ? ( please give three answers )
Twilight

SImply irresistable

Breaking dawn


The things gained from blogging ( please give four answers ) Scolding from parents.

Arguement with bro.

A photobucket account

& nothing else good.


Your favourite food ? ( please give five answers )
PASTA :)

chocolate is food.

CANDY FLOSSSSSSSSS

mcd's chicken nuggets.

baked potatoes! :D

Favourite songs ? ( please give six answers )
So what - Pink

T-Shirt - Shontelle

Flightless bird american mouth - Iron and wine

Still - Hillsong

Skyway Avenue - We the Kings. (queens, ruben? :P)

Only fooling myself - Kate Voegele


Places that you wish to go ? ( please give seven answers )
SHOPPING AROUND THE WORLD :D

edward's house :P

paris <3>

a fairytale castle; LAUGH ALL YOU WANT!

heavenn (:

into a cyberworld for fun! :D

away from my parents

countdown for new year.


All-time fovourite dramas, movies, or animes ? ( please give eight answers )
TWILIGHT <33

one tree hill

a walk to remember

school of rock :D

hereos SYLAR IS SO HOT

TWILIGHT,

a cinderella story

gossip girl XOXO.



Items that you wish to obtain ? ( please give nine answers )

a pink lappie :)

a boyfriend :S HAHA boyfriend is an item :P

how about EVERYTHING? :P

You want to pass this tag to ? ( please give the names of 10 friends )
shut up la anyone who wants to do this.

A. Attached or single?

Attached? HAHA. tahulah siapa kan? :P

B. Best friend?

if you are one you won't question this (:

C. Cake or pie?

CAKEE

D. Day of choice?

FRIDAY!

E. Essential item?

Piano, phone, computer, candies, chocolates, MONEY :D

F. Favorite color?

PINK!!

G. Gummy bears or worms?

bears! they're cuter!

H. Hometown?

KL.

I. Favorite indulgence?

Chocolate and music.

J. January or July?

July. Holidays coming.

K. Kids?

2.

L. Life isn't complete without?

Family, friends, and edward. :) oh and internet.

M. Marriage date?

WHAT SIAO, BELLE? we were suppose to get married on the shit i forgot. LOL.

N. Number of magazine subscriptions?

NONE?

O. Oranges or apples?

Apples

P. Phobias?

thunder. :S and lizards.

Q. Quotes?

alot lar. does LOL count?

R. Reasons to smile?

do i need a reason?

S. Season of choice?

winter! why dont have?

T. Tag 10 people.

SAME AS ABOVE

U. Unknown fact about me?

i`m not human :)

V. Vegetable?

yummy ! :) yes, liann?

W. Worst habit?

sleeping at 4 waking up at 2.

X. X-ray or ultrasound?

im not pregnang u idiot.

Y. Your favorite foods?

too many?

Z. Zodiac sign?

tauras baybeh!

He/she YOU have to come up with 7 interesting or random facts about themself YOURSELF and then tag 7 other people to do the same.

1. I am suppose to go jogging tomorrow.

2. I am married to edwardcullen. <3

3. I am screwed if i dont figure out how to play the pieces .

4. I am on a diet which is not working and unbearably painful. :(

5. I want to go shopping and buy lots of things.

6. I am actually really tall HAHA.

7. I want to continue piano lessons :(

Same as above. How many times must I say this?!?!

FINALLY DONE!



Tuesday, December 9, 2008
i have been a BAD BAD friend. i just realised that.........

I DIDNT WISH AARON!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry god! forgive me will you? :P

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!

happy birthday Pictures, Images and Photos

i only known him just recently. through plurk!
HAHA. yes thank god for plurk. and in this case god isnt aaron. :P
from this few months i've known him, he has been a real laugh. LOL.
really funny, and i notice likes u use deep english when he blogs- SHOWOFF!
ah well, i do know something else. COUGH. even though this is a birthday post, LIANN IS MINE AND FOREVER MINE OKAY? :P
retaliate lah i dont care. D:


nirmal,, i hate yellow skin. SIGH. but i hate giant thighs and ass more :( ! WHAT TO DO!! dilemma! i seriously need to stop eating. or as chee yern would say go exercise. LOL. funny talking about exercise lol cos i was suppose to go today! SET two alarms infact. but when i woke up it was too bright to be 7.30 instead it was almost 9. got a msg frm liann and went back to bed . AT LEAST I WOKE UP BEFORE 1 ! :P


holidays are killing me. times like this really makes me feel like going back to school! jeeez, i wouldnt mind a bit of prema's sarcasm and jibes. :S OH OH AND BREAKING NEWS. Apparently pmr results might be released earlier this year. Around the 15th or 16th! GOSH. thats scary you knw! seriously i hope i get 7As. i might die if i dont! GAHHHH talking about this makes me nervous. i wonder if we can check our results online? :S like piano exam. :S:S



i've got nothing to say.






Tuesday, December 2, 2008
before i type in wht i wanna type, all TWILIGHT edward fans, step off okay?

twilight or twilight movie Pictures, Images and Photos


A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
MY Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
MY Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
MY Edward Cullen would say: “Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
MY Edward Cullen would sing me a song he wrote for me while playing the piano.

If you die, a normal guy would find another.
If I die, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.
“Well, I wasn’t going to live without you..” He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. “..but I wasn’t sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.”

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As I leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”
He smiled my favorite smile. “Hurry back to me.”

“Always.”

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As I come back to the house, MY Edward Cullen would be welcoming me by playing the piano with a song just for me.
“I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn’t touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.’

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make ME breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
MY Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
MY Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to mine!

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places,MY Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you’ve taken half myself with you”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
MY Edward Cullen would sing until my nightmares went away.
“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”

A normal guy does it with everyone.
MY Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
MY Edward Cullen buys me a car. (THE BEST PART! HAHA!)




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Photobucket Hello i go by mayyi. i heart everything PINK i`m the girl people avoid at school because i`m INTIMIDATING but that just proves how much they know me. i`m married to EDWARDCULLEN & my other baby is chadmichaelmurray. shopping is not an obsession, its a FULLTIME job.

i love them family&friends, my girlfriends are going to be my bridesmaid for sure this is my world; lovemehatemeitsstillanOBSESSION. if you dont like me i probably dont like you more :) watch your back, cos i`m BACK. <3
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3 word, 8 letters, say it & im yours
i cant wait to go to sch tomorrrroooooowwwwww!!
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