Guess mine is not the first heart broken, my eyes are not the first tocry
I'm not the first to know, there's just no gettin' over you

Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around and wait for you
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide, since you pushed my love aside
I'm not in my head, hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you, hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "fool, forget him", my heart is saying "don't let go"
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide, since you pushed my love aside
I'm not in my head, hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you, hopelessly devoted to you


no mood to blog ar.
js read this lah.

its been such a long long time since i last blogged.
AGAIN.






my life has been really depressing lately.
its like everythings outta control.
it really sucks u knw.


haih...
js ask me.
omg.
to those who knw.
u knw.
to those who dont.
thn u dont.
but i'll tell u.
u dont wnana be me.
HAIH.



volleyball season is almost over =''''(
its like for the past 2 months
we've been training.
frm 2-5 sometimes even 6.
thn the friendly matches and all.
and my skin has really endured alot u knw.
and js like tht its gonna be over.
NUUU.


i cannot imagine not staying back everyday after school.
no more public transport with the gang.
no more casey and his MU-ness
no more jun hao and his GAY-ness
no more kang chai and his KISIAO-ness
no more gerald and his READY-ness
no more choon kiat and his .... QUIET and KIND-ness.
omgggg.
im so gonna miss it man.
although its tough and all.
although the teacher is really fierce and all.


HAIH.
memories are all i have left.





last training is tmrw.
and the important ppl are not even gonna be there.
nir [as usual]
chee yern
suzen



omg. im feeling emo again. haih



ommmmeeegawwwwwwwwd.
immmm sooooooo saddddddddd larrrrrrrrrr
darn.
he sucks he sucks.
but he also doesnt suck
RAWR.





have will-power li ann.
nike say js do it.
i say DONT DO IT!
dont be like me. hahha.


today i stayed back for the prefect thingy
woot woot.
it was really....
boring no offense.
and i kept kicking casey's ball XD
HAH! i got you .
dirty minded arr u.
wht were u thinking?
i meant volleyballs k.
=p


omg this is crap.
im js gonna stop here.
i might go insane soon.
blogging is alot like talking to ureself.
and no, i dont wanna turn into a chee yern.


oh shit,
anyone studied yet?








___________its an epic love story; just not ours. -xxx

OMG! i tell u.
i am freaking pissed with my mum.
dontwanttoelaborate.
RAWR.


so yesterday we had a friendly with sri suria
it was funny la.
haha.
we won btw.
and it was really funny cos i only played for like 2 minutes?
hahahaha.
but we still won so who cares.
and sorry no pics.


we got to the school bus stop at 8.15.
and only few were there
waited for the bus for such a long time.
lol.
and chee yern's mum came and told us to becareful.
LOL.
dont chase chickens!! XD


reach tht place near sri suria we went to eat in this so called restaurant.
haha.
we ate some chinese noodle and FUCKIN MEE.
hahhaa.
casey la.
hokkien mee. in cantonese.
fu-kien mee.
he say fuckin me pulak.
LOL.


thn we went there played everything blabla.
thn they wanted to go MV cos they won.
so i called my mum .
she said yes amazingly.
LOL.
and so we went.
to watch step up 2.
turned out.
NO STEP UP 2.
only six tickets left.
and we had 11 person.


so we ended up eating mcd and going to pets wonderland.
LOL!
yeah pets wonderland.
haha
casey's home.
we saw this weird looking coral.
LOL!
according to chee yern..
its the obscene looking plant!
hahaha.
funny sial
LOOOL.


thn wait for the bus super long .
and the ktm. super long.
LOL.
and it was so stuffy.
we were standing in the crowded train.
i was practically suffocating!!
LOL.
and i was squashed by casey and his XL sized bag.
and chee yern was apparently making obscene noises
which made li ann and casey crack up.
thn i was liike so blur why they were laughing
but joined in l8er on cos the sight of them laughing in such a crowded train is darn funny.
haha.


got home. bath.
head hit the pillow.
tidur


HIMHIMHIM

SO FINALLY!
im back home.
after so many days..
my bed nvr felt this comfortable before.


so on thursday..
volleyball friendly.
first time travelling by public transport.
KTM was okay..
bus..
not so pleasant.
Lol.
going was okay. coming back i was squashed by casey and his gigantic bag.
LOL.


we ate mcd tho.
<33


after the friendly tht day reached sg long abt 7.30
thn straight went to the hospital.
friday stayed there.
saturday stayed there.
sunday stayed there.


basically i was like a patient there already.
except no IV drips and ugly hospital gown.
Lol.
did some things i wouldnt normally do under normal circumstances.
like..
eat alone in a cafeteria..
was a weird experience.
Lol.


i was really bored so i went exploring the place.
went to every floor.
and suddenly i saw this ray of light.
shining thru the window
IT WAS A COMPUTER.
okay im exagerrating.
but still .
it was a computer.


at first i used it.
no msn.
sakai one.
the next time
i couldnt tahan.
i downloaded WLM.


so i kept on going up and down the hospital.
lol.
i went in the lift so many times
i realised tht even if ure going up..
u feel like ure going down.
LOL.


i miss stranger's watch la.
haha.
the very heavy watch lol


okay la. very tired la .
no mood to blog.
haih.
things happen.

SOOO,,
the reason i havent been blogging these few days is..
I WAS SO BUSY!
and tired.
LOL.



hijau boleh!!


sports day was a blast!
and to top tht off..
RUMAH HIJAU WAS FIRST!!!!
its like a cherry on top of my sundae of hardwork!
LOL!

this years sport's day was the best since std 1
Lol.
its like soo...
fun nice enjoyable blabla
it was nice.
like smth worth rmbring.
Lol.
maybe its cos we won and it actually feels like we won cos i actually did smth.
i was more involved.



all the staying back
and getting our fingershands green..
and running around getting paint.
cutting polystrene.
and names being written in the buku kawalan
IS ALL PAID OFF!


oh and the running..
okay,,
technically i sucked.
but at least i tried.
HAHA.
and cried too.
LOL.



tht is me running! @@ looks like im flying! XD


and parading around the field looking like a freaking alien too!
it was like im screaming
"look at me! alien coming thru"






and warning to whoever is reading this,,
wearing heels and walking around the padang is NOT FUN!.
it hurts okay.
alot .
and u have to try and balance and walk without stepping into puddle of water
and must walk fast with a poised posture holding THIS coconut tree like thingy with isnt stable and is going to fall any moment .
it sucks.


green house perbarisan was cool in a lame way.
LOL.
we were soldiers marching.
yes the shirt we painted.
and they were holding guns! yes those cute fellow form 1 and 2s.
the for the persembahan they did the tugu negara stance!
funny okayy.
but still we got first
so who's complaining! =P


and the khemah ..
we got first too!
LOL
tht was unexpected honestly.
LOL.
so our veins and mushrooms and rocks.
were worth it .
LOL.



when they were hias-ing the khemah


zul is weird.
very very weird.
he came behind me and started saying..
mayyi! tadi awak nampak tinggi tau!
saya tengok kamu saya pun terkejut!
tinggi giler!
LOL!
stupid guy lar.
hahah






nw i keep typing lar instead of la.
i dont like lar.
it looks weird.
but it seems as if my fingers have developed a mind of their own.
keep typing LAR.



casey kena bang by our fellow hijau-ian

omgg...
after sukan volleyball pulak.
i already look malay enough nw lagi worse.
LOL.


all the political stuff thts going on nw
is confusing the shit outta me.
LOL.
my dad and all keeps complaining abt hw the goverment are bad and all.
blablabla.
and tht they predict there might be a riot.
oh well..
not my problem anyway.



see their happy happy faces!




casey sabotage us lar! LOL