MAYBE its best if i moved.
start all over.
things here are js getting worse.
MAYBE its best if i leave. before its too late. before it gets any worse.I dunno wht the problem is nw.
or WHO is the problem.
but there is js a PROBLEM.
& i think its not gonna be good for either of us. for ANY of us. hoes over bros right. MAYBE if i leave
we can salvage whts left.
wht little bits left.
i'd give ANYTHING to stay friends.
& i hate bitching or gossipping abt my friends.
and yet i am.
so i should stop doing whatever it is im doing
and be the old me.
which i cannot find.
i think i need help. but no im not going to ask u for directions. 
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Hello i go by mayyi. i heart everything PINK i`m the girl people avoid at school because i`m INTIMIDATING but that just proves how much they know me.
i`m married to EDWARDCULLEN & my other baby is chadmichaelmurray.
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