the one most regretful thing that i've done in my life.
is that i waited.
that was 8 months ago when you told me to.
AND I DID.
i was stupid enough to believe you and i still am.
Why is it that you never look at me anymore?
Why is it that you dont talk to me anymore? You dont even give me a second glance. Its like i dont matter. I know i dont matter. Do you not dare look at me anymore,
Because you are afraid of my emotions?
Do you not dare talk to me anymore,
Afraid it will trigger those memories.
Why is it that i cant seem to let go? Why do i have to compare you to every single guy.Why do i find myself smiling whn someone says your name, thn remember what happens and the smile fades. Like the wind. Whn its there, its the most wonderful thing. After a hot sweaty day, a wind breezes by. & after awhile its gone. & u realise that its even worse than before,because you have felt what the wind can do. Just whn i thought i got over you, This song comes on the radio and reminds me about you. Or i come across this quote & the first person to come to mind is you. Or i go to a place that reminds me of you.Or you look at me. & i realise that im NOT
over you.
& i wonder when will i be.
so tell me, what hurts more?
letting go or not letting go.
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